It tested little bit terribly in the deep of my heart when suddenly I heard a shocking statement produced by the man who being connected with my phone. This really out of my plans, “God…you know that I hope it so much” Now everything is getting dark, my brain, my heart, my eyes. But one thing that made me so mad is how I would tell my mother that I fallen again in the third hole. it felt like I was the most stupid girl in world. If my parent would feel happy only upon these things, finally today I cannot catch those happiness for them… what a bad daughter I am…… -- _____--
